Saturday is boring (gugh!)

Not...doing...anything.... Been on line for three hours and am still bored stiff. Already did the tv. thing; and the writing thing. Have not tried the reading thing yet. Am reading Edith Pattou's "Heros Song"(can't underline or italicize) (grrrrr.) even though I read it a couple of years ago. Just could not remember how the story went and wanted a refresh. I have been looking up some mangas on www.yaoi-manga.com, and have decided it is very, VERY frustrating that more than three quarters have not even been published yet. (double grrrrr.) Plus, it is all 18+ which totally sucks. (mischievous grin, raised eyebrow) Yeahright; I will still read them.
School starts Monday, for me, and I am totally bummed: no more sleeping in. Oh well, just have to nap during English. (ugh! grody.) I will probably get all sorts of crazy when I go in: nervous, anxious, indifferent, and as always alone. For Chri-eye... I hate being in school. Although I am okay with the subjects I am learning, it is the "Sheep" that I cannot stand being around. (heavy sigh) People are stupid, gross, disgusting, and sooooo easy. Rumors and gossip on lies and secrets are all that live in high school. Drama is key to (almost) surviving. I try not to get drawn in that crap, and so far so good. It hurts not to be accepted (and that's the only goal anybody ever tries to reach in any society), but then again, I do not want to be some place where I am not going to be me. I would rather be crazy with someone than to just sit and (fake)smile my way with a group of someones.
Now, I must figure out how I can make my journal even cooler...